Saturday, 23 April 2011

Lent by Association. Part 4.

Today was my first day of being completely and utterly healthy.  And I did it.  It was hard though.  omg, was it hard.  I want chocolate so bad.  Everyone on facebook is talking about Easter eggs and all I want is a Red Tulip Easter egg!!  I can smell it.  I can taste it.  I want it!  But.  No.  I won't give in.  I won't cave.  I want to prove that I can do this.  I want to earn my best buddy's respect for going 6 weeks without a temptation.  Why oh why did I have to make it all temptations???!!!!  Man, I make things hard for myself!  And a glass of red wine would be so nice.  But no, I decided to eliminate wine for the next 5 weeks too.  Now that one, I'm not sure I'll stick too....  I'm only doing that bit for me, to get on the healthy kick.  I figure if I force myself to stick to this , then it might help me to overhaul my diet for the long-term.  Who knows. I could be full of shit.  Time will tell.  In the meantime?  I have tomorrow to get through and avoid all things tempting.  Honestly.  I don't know how I'm going to do this for another 5 weeks.  Chocolate I can.  But everything else......?

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